Help Me Find My Way

Jun 23

I never knew from day to day what I might need to do at The Construction Company. And I liked that!  My boss needed to attend the funeral of a family friend this week. She asked me to babysit for her and I said “Sure!”

After I worked three hours at the church, I went to my bosses’ house to babysit her five year old grandson, Evan, and her one year old granddaughter, Abbey…and her ninety-one year old mother was has dementia!!

At first we made a tent for Evan with a blanket, some chairs and pillows. Then Abbey wanted to join him in the tent. He didn’t want her in his tent…go figure! So I made another tent for Abbey that she didn’t even care about. Evan decided that he wanted to take over the new tent

When Abbey started getting sleepy, I changed her diaper, put some more milk in her sippy cup and let “Other Mimi” hold her for a few minutes and she was fine. She was fighting sleep, just like I am doing right now…zzzz

I took lots and lots of pictures, played in the floor with them and was on my feet most of the time. I enjoyed staying with them, but when my boss came back after two hours, it was time for me to go to work at The Construction Company for two hours more hours. I had fun but I knew it was going to be hard for me to do now that I have Interstitial Cystitis IC), Fibromyalgia Pelvic Floor Dynsfunction, ect., ect.

When I came home I rested. Then I went to church for Discipleship training for almost two hours. I was stretched way beyond the maximum for my poor old, tired, IC body. But I enjoyed every minute of it!

My job at The Construction Company ended on Friday. I enjoyed working there, I met some great people, learned some new things and made decent money.  The reason for my departure was payroll cut backs. I was not the only person affected by the cuts and I wish everyone there all the best. It was good while it lasted!  Now I must move on…

the Lord is my strength

I know that when God closes one door He will open another one. He guide me to the next phase in my life. The Lord is my Strength and My Shield and I will Trust Him to be by my side.  I will trust Him to help me find my way!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

About

Jun 10

Interstitial Cystitis Blog: IC My New Life…This is my new life after a diagnosis of an incurable bladder disease called Interstitial Cystitis or (IC).

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Welcome! My name is Barbara Bennett and I have Interstitial Cystitis.  My website is for Interstitial Cystitis patients and anyone who needs encouragement…and who doesn’t?

In March of 2012 I was diagnosed with Interstitial Cystitis.  It has changed my life forever.   I have learned to live with chronic pelvic pain and pressure.  Since Interstitial Cystitis has taken over my body, I have also developed a disorder called FibromyalgiaI have widespread musculoskeletal pain accompanied by fatigue, in addition to sleep, memory, and mood issues.

 

Like many Interstitial Cystitis patients I have tight pelvic floor muscles, called Pelvic Floor Dysfunction, along with painful trigger points all over my body.  I went to physical therapy for a year to over-come these issues, but I am still dealing with them today.

I struggle with many other health issues, including chronic Sciatica in my left leg, Insomnia, Vulvodynia, Irritable Bowel Syndrome, and Restless Leg Syndrome.  Living day to day with all of these problems has  brought me closer to God.  I turn to the Lord for comfort and peace.

 

When I was first diagnosed I was devastated.  I questioned God and wanted to know why I was going to live with pain for the rest of my life. Why was I going to be miserable when everyone around me didn’t have to live with this life-changing news??

In my search for answers I prayed a lot more, read my Bible more and became closer to God. I became involved in my church on a deeper level. Not just the same ole go to church every Sunday because it is the right thing to do, but trying to grow and help others through my knowledge in Christ.   Now I understand that God can use me to do His work  if I am in pain or not.

I live my life for Him now and not for me; I have had a big heart change. This heart change has brought such tranquility to my life that I am okay with all my health issues. That is not to say that I don’t try new treatments or options. For me it is just the opposite, I am going to learn as much as I can to help me in my Interstitial Cystitis journal and help others. I am going to make the best of whatever God gives me…This is My New Life!

 

What Interstitial Cystitis?

 Interstitial Cystitis (in-tur-STISH-ul sis-TIE-tis) — also called painful bladder syndrome —is an inflammation of the bladder that causes chronic mild to severe pain in thebladder and surrounding pelvic area. Symptoms often include a sense of urgency and increased frequency of urination.

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A healthy adult averages urinating seven times a day and seldom needs to get up at night to use the bathroom. Someone with a severe case of Interstitial Cystisis, on the other hand, may urinate as frequently as 60 times in 24 hours, including multiple nighttime trips to the bathroom.

Interstitial Cystitis can cause discomfort similar to what you might feel with a urinary tract infection (UTI). But unlike a urinary tract infection, which is caused by bacteria, Interstitial Cystitis cannot be treated with an antibiotic.  If you have UTIs, and they continue over time, make sure you find out if your urine cultures are positive.  If they are negative, ask your doctor about Interstitial Cystitis.

To see my previous posts please go to: www.bb65ichope.blogspot.com

 

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